It hurts until it doesn’t. You think it’s going to break you, but it won’t. You may not sleep as well at night, but you will be fine. Numb, but numb and fine are the same.
lol I found a video of myself literally ugly sobbing and crying over something I feel nothing for anymore. Just goes to show you that pain can be overcome and that next time anyone makes you cry like that you fucking rip them a new asshole right as that bullshit is happening. don’t invalidate your feelings ever. you have a right to feel whatever fucking way you feel. even if it’s foolish, you look those foolish feelings in the goddamn eye, drag them by the hair, and resolve that shit whatever way will put you on the road to happiness. don’t be a martyr for someone who shows a total disregard for your well-being.
I love/hate that my blog has become a total TGW blog. I am so sorry/not sorry.